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this post is dedicated to my dear friend sara on her recent success in winning the CLEO cover gal contest. CONGRATS sara!!! i’m so proud of u!!!

finally, my almost-impossible-to-get-it-done assignment is DONE!!! handed it up last friday. hurray to me n my dear frens who got it done. this is by far the thickest assignment i’ve ever completed, bout 200+pages. u can chk out the ‘before and after’ effects that it had on my study desk and dun mention the effects it had on me as well, staying up the whole nite to compile it, like always, i’m the compiler. i was in a terrible state the next day, i had dark circles under my eyes, so terrible till no way i’m taking a pic of myself.

when ken was sending me back home last weekn, i had this urge to go to the waterfalls near my house. so instead of making a left turn home, we drove straight on. i think its been more than 10 yrs since i last visited this waterfall, but fr wat i’ve heard, much has changed–for the worst. so i decided to have a look myself. driving pass the orang asli settlements and the old mining ponds brought back loads of childhood memories. nothing much has change as the small shabby houses were still as where it used to be. i can still rmb when my mom drove here quite often back then to bring old but still wearable clothes to them.

mayb they dun get much visitors back then, cos they seem so excited when they see a car, especially those little kids. once my mum stops the car, they will gather about the car n try to get hold of some of the bags of colthes. kinda reminded me of santa claus giving out presents to them, and mostly importantly how lucky i was to have decent clothes to wear. but today, i think they seem to be used to seeing cars pass by due to the developement goin on around that area, even ken’s luxurious Harrier dun seem to catch their attention. but there were not so much kids running and playing around like last time.

aft bout 10 mins drive, we reached our destination, which was really disappointing to me.

back then, clean and ‘untouched’, peaceful and it feels like its just u and nature but… today… well i think u can tell… i was really disapointed wit wat the authorities had done to develope the place. in this case, developement changed it for the worse. there were toilets beside the river, can u even imagine playing in the water that u’re not sure of its source? i think those kids were just having to much fun that they dun really care. i didnt even dare dip my feet in the shallow waters. n there were rubbish everywhere.

really miss those childhood days where the falls where still not so well known to the ppl, and when u go there, u’ll be the only group of ppl there having the waterfalls to urself. gone were those days…

i feel so lost… there’s so much to do but so little time…i need time for my dear bf, time for my frens, time for my family, time to watch my fave shows, time to study n do stupid assignments, most important i need enuf time to rest…

i get really stressed during assignment periods… i feel like crying but it wont do no good. at least i’ll feel better. i wish i cud just spent my time wacthing Avatar wit Kenneth n go shopping wit the gals n not think bout assignments. mayb thats how i run away fr problems n try not to face them.

i think i’m managing my time better than last sem, i dun do the assignments last min, i watch less shows n play less games. but sometimes i just get so lost that i dun know wat to think n end up wasting time lying on the bed sleeping.

i always think i’m capable of handling any task thrown to me but i think i’m wrong. i realise that there’s a limitation to everything. Kenneth says i’m always so cheerful to him, mayb i hvnt reached that limit yet, so thats why i still can go on… till 1 day i just break down n cry.

being an optimist keeps me goin i guess.. it helps me make it thru all the hardest times so far. i pray that it’ll take me thru again this time.

thx to my dear Kenneth for always being there for me. luv u always!

for a girl or a woman, the term ‘wedges’ might ring a bell, but for guys, there’s only 1 thing they can think of. i went to Berjaya Times Square yesterday n i saw a pair of wedges that i really like, but i didnt buy it cos i’ve been spending a lot as the new semester just started. so i had my MSN n YM! display name changed to: ‘i really like this pair of wedges i saw in Time Square, but i’m broke *sob sob*’.

here are 2 on9 conversations wit my bf Kenneth n my dear fren Ivan:

conversation 1:

Ivan leong: what wedges?
Ivan leong: potato wedges sell in pairs?

conversation 2:

~ººBBºº~: i really like this pair of wedges i saw in Time Square, but i’m broke *sob sob* says:

u know wats wedges?

Peaces | BàchökººBôi : A great battle won today !!! says:

nope

Peaces | BàchökººBôi : A great battle won today !!! says:

potato wedges

Peaces | BàchökººBôi : A great battle won today !!! says:

i know lor

i had a nice laugh n Siew Wui found it entertaining. this is a pair wedges(but not the 1 i like, this is just an example):

it been such a long time since my last post. i’m not bz, juat lazy… wakakaka…

just started my 2nd sem, though its just the 1st week, but there’s so much to do already. my 1st assignment is due next week… darn… but i love uni life… no mummy to nag at me n i can on9 24/7 hahahaha…. downloaded so my movies n tv series to watch n i dunno which to watch 1st.

was having this coversation wit Kah Giap while doin some exercise during Quantitative Analysis lecture.

PT: wah so hard the questions… like last time F5 add maths only, luckily got ppl invent scientific calculator if not i oso dunno how to survive.

KG: no ah, luckily got ppl invent computers, if not how to survive in uni. no computer so sien…

PT: yalor no comp really sien to death. if go local govt uni how to survive leh? i wonder how they survive.

KG: yahor, wat the local uni students do wan leh? in the room oso no internet connection, cant download movies, how to survive ah?

PT: i think MMU spoil us liao…

KG: haha yalor…

i really do wonder wat students in local govt uni do during their free time, wit co-co activities, assignment n homework still u need some entertainment. during the sem break, i went thru 1 week plus witout on9-ing n it felt so weird cos usually i’m on9 24/7, n all the infomation i need is just a ‘click’ away. wan read news papers? thestar.com.my; watch tv? there’s on9 tv channels here tv3, ntv7, 8tv; wan watch movie? download on9; dun understand the meaning or some word? on9 dictionary; need info bout something? yahoo/google serach; keep in touch wit frens? YM! n MSN…

i think i’m too dependent on the internet nowadays… haha… spoilt by MMU…

emotion:

rationale:

it is so true. when emotion tends to take over someone, the person tends to lose all rationale. as a result they cant even distinguish between true or false and right or wrong. but by the time rationale takes over, usually it will be too late for certain things to be undone.

when emotion versus rationale, most of the time emotion wins, resulting all the sad stories we see and hear today. if ppl were more rationale, mayb the world would be a better place to live in.

it was the perfect time table… a time table planned so well that everyone was happpy with it, till just now during the course registration.

damn!!! well it was kinda my mistake oso for not double checking the time table n took things for granted. but the FOM staffs oso shud notify us bout any chgs in time table or i just missed the annoucement…

imagine the horror when the system told me that my subject time clashes… my mind went blank n i dunno wat 2 think!!! Peng Huan was on the phone wit me discussing wat shud we opt for as 2nd choice n Kah Giap was having probles wit his comp and accessability wit the course registration page. n my hp went dead as i was discussing wit Peng Huan. haih… wat cud be worst… then i went 2 brush my teeth cos i wanted 2 go to the FOM offfice 2 enquire bout the chg in time then walk past my neighbour’s room n just ask her bout her time table n there she had the 2nd most perfect time table aft my initial time table. it was flawless wit no 8am classes… so i borrowed her time table n tot of following hers… but… u know la good things ppl surely grab real fast… the tutorial classes were full…bummer…

no use crying over spilled milk… i’m really really unsatisfied with the time table i hv now as there are 2 8am classes… yeah freaking 2!!! was struggling like hell 2 wake up for 8am classes this sem n it was just 1 class but now i got 2 8am classes… DAMN DAMN DAMN…

next time i dun wanna be so efficient, early early plan my time table properly n wait for course registration day. in the end turns out all a mess. 3rd Trimester… u watch out… i’ll surely plan the perfect time table to replace my loss for the 2nd Trimester…n TRIPLE chk the time table they give!!!

TWO 8am classes damn… wat the heck la… i hv no mood 2 go eat nasi lemak like i planned b4 i slept…

whoa… finally all assignments and presentations are over but finals is in a weeks time… damn…

last week was 1 hell of a week, with assignment date lines to meet, assignment-ing the whole nite till the next morning, dutying at the Celcom 3G booth i’m glad its all finally over. actually i’m kinda free this week but just too lazy 2 blog due to addiction to Diner Dash 2 and Supernatural and so preparation wit the Power Point slides for presentation.

there was this Celcom 3G thingy at MMU through out last week. lots of fun and games n Nokia 3G hps to be won, but i was really bz so didnt really had the mood to take part. but regrets regrets cos i gave up a chance to win Nokia 3G hps… anyways… i still manage to help my fren win a Nokia N91 by shooting a normal but not so normal video 4 him. he was sky high obviously but still disappointed cuz he wud prefer a Nokia N90. but wat the heck u still won a 3G hp anyway i scolded him. so we got this pizza treat fr him. actually i shud hv made him sell off the N91(its worth bout RM2800) n buy 2 new hps. 1for me n 1for him… hehehe… i was dutying at the 3G booth as i say suppose 2 promote this HP laptop wit some 3G data card but it was a total failure as the HP/Celcom ppl couldnt even provide us wit basic necessities of promotion — flyers!! ppl were interested but when they request for flyers… "erm.. sorry we dun hv flyers la, next week only hv" haha… lousy HP/Celcom(dunno whose job was it) they say they cud only get the flyers the week aft…

during the 3G event there were other booths oso n there was 1 booth selling accessories. ppl who knows me know that i’m practically a earring-holic. so there was these earrings that caught my attention n i bought 4 of them hahaha…i dunno when was the last time i bought earrings. i think it was months ago. n two necklaces, dunno whether i’ll wear them but since already buy so hv 2 wear… i took some pics for Siew Wui oso n bought 2 pairs 4 her… really crazy till hv 2 take pics haha…then on tuesday nite we went to Jusco, Seri Kembangan where Jason (Winner of Nokia N91) treated us pizza n where i bought a skirt for only RM24.20 really cheap n a new bottle nail polish. wow then i realised i spent so much… die…

as for Power Point slides… i wasnt too good at it, so i did the main points n let my frens do the effects. we had this really great slides for Malaysian Studies presentation wit really cool effects but during presentation yesterday the MMU logo on the 1st slide wont even appear n i was like wat the heck!? wats wrong… doin the introduction i was kinda panicking, why my stupid logo wont appear? something wrong wit the effects? so i carried on wit the 2nd slide then eh? why the contents diagram in the background wont rotate one… shit lor… n it struck me… stupid outdated computer software in the lecture room if i remember its was only Windows ME… bummer… our slides were too high tech to work on the outdated Power Point… wasted all my frens effort, n we couldnt stand out…

my addiction to wards Diner Dash 2 n Supernatural started this week. downloaded both at Cybertrekker. played DD2 whenever get the chance but got stuck at lvl 33 for few days n i finally cleared that lvl this morning bout 2/3am n now i’m at the last lvl… yeah!! n i watch 3-4 episode of Supernatural each nite/dawn, got few more episodes to go aft this i can concentrate on my finals… hahaha…

the PTPTN officers that came 2 MMU Cyberjaya today was not only unhelpful…. 2 of them were like total @$$holes!!! well we know we are students… we ask u a question nicely but u treat us like sh!t and answer us so rudely without any respect. we had the correct person 2 certify our documents but because of some stupid typing error on ur copy u make us run around the whole campus 2 get some1 else to certify our documents. u waste our time n in the end u say we waste ur time. i’m so damn pissed off that i would really like 2 mention ur name here but i’m sensible enuf not 2 do so…

stupid, straight foward idiots!!!