So Little Time
i feel so lost… there’s so much to do but so little time…i need time for my dear bf, time for my frens, time for my family, time to watch my fave shows, time to study n do stupid assignments, most important i need enuf time to rest…
i get really stressed during assignment periods… i feel like crying but it wont do no good. at least i’ll feel better. i wish i cud just spent my time wacthing Avatar wit Kenneth n go shopping wit the gals n not think bout assignments. mayb thats how i run away fr problems n try not to face them.
i think i’m managing my time better than last sem, i dun do the assignments last min, i watch less shows n play less games. but sometimes i just get so lost that i dun know wat to think n end up wasting time lying on the bed sleeping.
i always think i’m capable of handling any task thrown to me but i think i’m wrong. i realise that there’s a limitation to everything. Kenneth says i’m always so cheerful to him, mayb i hvnt reached that limit yet, so thats why i still can go on… till 1 day i just break down n cry.
being an optimist keeps me goin i guess.. it helps me make it thru all the hardest times so far. i pray that it’ll take me thru again this time.
thx to my dear Kenneth for always being there for me. luv u always!
December 6th, 2006 at 4:14 am
hey…u can tok 2 sara bout tis n see wats her opinion n mayb it mite help u. ill share alil…u knw 1 thing i realised bout the whole pressure is every1 hav diff expectations frm u. n eventho i tried 2 giv equal time 2 everytg or sacrifice a thing or 2…its still the same. the pressure will always b the same n sumtimes we get upset. i guess in the end its up 2 us on hw we really see it n ask ourself if we r satisfied or not. bcz if ur not…definitely ull b upset rite?? n heres the key…set ur own expectations as well bcz in d end…its u whos growing n if u improve n succeed ur expectations…wat more can u ask frm urself?? uve given ur all 4 everytg n day by day u grow better day by day. so mayb u didnt succeed other ppls expectations 2day bt mayb d nxt time u will bcz u adi knw wat u can d n improve frm it. ok enuf toking…i sound so old..lol
December 6th, 2006 at 7:25 pm
avatar is lame!!!!
December 7th, 2006 at 8:37 pm
relax n stay hapy always! no matter facing wat problem, learn how to smile always.
December 11th, 2006 at 5:46 pm
wow…..my kai ma encounter stress in assignment wor….dun worry, kai zai will help u de la…anything need my help just open your mouth la….just need to give me angpao in chinese new year..hehe
December 26th, 2006 at 3:59 am
haha~
every respondsible person felt the same things as u~
haha~
cheer together!
gambateh!
aza aza fighting!